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Reaching 10,000 hits is a achievement for me! A big one! I can’t believe that after 3 years and 3 months I finally hit 10,000. Well this is all because of my viewers! For some, they may see it as a small views, but for me it’s a big one, given the facts that I don’t post every now and then, and I just post random. 🙂

I can’t remember why I put up this site of mine, but as far as I know, I was just bored back then..

*May 16, 2011*









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Thoughts of Him

Wrote on: 05/19/14 11:06PM

… aah, there it is.. the star.

I saw him again, he had his hair cut. I love it.
After almost 2 months of not seeing him, I saw him. I saw him with his co-professor. Aaah, yes, a professor. He’s my professor, and I almost forgot about that.. (11/19/14)

I greeted him, he responded momentarily, then I asked if he’s not going to transfer anymore, and he said he’s not. What a relief, I thought he would. My heart skipped a beat. I’m feeling it again, the feeling of love that I have for him ever since he became my prof for 2 consecutive semesters.

I don’t know what to feel, I’m excited and at the same time, confused… I thought there’s nothing anymore, but yet there is. What a confusing heart I have…

Fine, I’ll say it. I’m inlove with him. I loved him. I love him. LOVE(D), as my mind says.

I had a crush on him ever since I saw him enter our room. I thought he’s going to be my classmate, “it will be great!”, I said to myself.

Then suddenly, he introduces himself, he’s our prof. Yes, my prof! What the hell?! What in the world?! He’s 26 (27 now), single, graduated from the university nearby our school and MY PROF. How unlucky I am…

Then there. We had our class/es as days passes by. I found him cool to be a prof, no, “too young” to be exact. He’s emitting a strong aura that his still a “binata”, that he likes music, having always an earphone plugged on his ears whenever his alone or not teaching..

Though my friend doesn’t see him that way, coz he’s an easy-going prof, after he discussed our lesson, there it is, he’s done. Though sometimes he’ll give seatworks /quizzes and assignments. He’s not strict! And as if he doesn’t want what he’s doing..

Then i realized that i have a special feelings on him. Aaah, inspiration to attend his class though he’s somehow a boring prof.

Well, I’m thankful to him, I had a good grade from him. Thanks sir!!

2nd sem came, I’m praying hardly that he will be our prof so that it will be somehow/somewhat “petix” mode. *evil grin*

Then God answered my prayers, yes! It’s him! Aaaah, I’m going to see him often again. What a relief again… somehow..

Well, it goes like this. I’m not the only one seeing him that way. I discovered few girls eyeing on him. Oh no! I need to be alert! I’m the first one to knew him! I’m his first student from our block last sem! He’s mine.. *selfish*

This time, i can talk to him often, asking questions then sometimes asking some out-of-the-lesson questions. I can even joke with him, somehow.. What a wonderful feeling, I can feel it.

Yeah! This it, I love him! What a complicated feeling it is..

My world is going crazy, I’m thinking of him every now and then…

I often “tambay” in our faculty just to get a glimpse of him, I often stalk him in person or in FB, even waiting for him to go home.. I’m inlove, there’s no doubt about it..

I often think that maybe, somehow he knew that I’m eyeing on him, that i have a feelings for him… nevermind about that.. haha

But somehow, I knew in myself that this is impossible. It’s impossible for him to return my love. A student-professor relationship is a big NO-NO! It can’t be..

The last time I saw him is in our last day of school. Then, I just let myself be contented in stalking him on FB. It’s enough.

Then my feelings subsided. I need to rest, i need my heart to rest from him.

Then, yes, there it is again..
(from the top!)

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I thought it was over, but…

I posted this on Facebook few weeks ago.

To BM3

Sana kaya pang maibalik ang dati
Ang dati kung kelan puno ng ngiti ang ating mga labi
Huli na nga ba para maisalba ang pagkakaibigan
Na anim na taon na rin nating pinanghahawakan.

Nagkaroon tayo ng gusot noon
Pero di tayo nagpadaig sa hamon na iyon
Naiisip nating mas mahalaga ang pagkakaibigan
Kaya naman isinantabi natin ang ating tampuhan

Hindi ko sinasadyang magkamali
Nabura ko ang mga ngiti sa’yong mga labi
Sana mapatawad mo na ako
Dahil isa kang mahalang kaibigan sa buhay ko….



Hindi ko alam kung nabasa niya ito eh 😐


Well, this is basically about my best friend and our friendship.

Since 2nd yr high school pa kami friends then turned best friends, ang tawag ko sakanya ay “Nak” at ang tawag naman niya sakin ay “Nay”. We’re like a family kasi sa class, ako ang nanay at isa siya sa mga anak ko. Hehehe 😀

Syempre hindi maiiwasan ang mga tampuhan kasi kasama talaga yun sa friendship, pero kahit papano ay naayos naman namin.

Till college eh ganun pa rin (schoolmates kami), but recently (February) may nagawa akong pagkakamali, pero promise, di ko talaga sinsadya, kasi akala ko okay eh.

After nun, di niya ako pinansin at tinext, sinabi naman niya na hindi na muna siya magtetext, alam kong mali ako. Kaya sinabi ko: “I understand.”

Kaya kahit nagkakasalubong kami sa corridor sa school o kaya sa lobby, imbes na magha-hi ako sakanya or ngingitian siya, nakayuko na lang ako.

Ang hirap, isa kasi siya sa closest friends ko, ang bigat sa pakiramdam, di ko maiwasang di malungkot at di maiyak. Basta nagkaroon ng isang beses na bigla na lang ako umiyak kasama ang mga kaklase ko nung nakita ko siya. Ang bigat kasi sa pakiramdam. Iniisip ko na baka hindi na mabalik yung kung anong meron kami nuon. Sayang kasi, almost 7 years na kasi kami eh,.

Friends pa rin naman kami sa FB though hindi ko ma-like yung photos or status niya kasi nahihiya at natatakot ako.

But then..

Nitong Easter Sunday(04-20-14) lang ay nag-GM ako. Para batiin ang friends ko ng Happy Easter. Naglakas ako ng loob na isama siya sa madadaanan ng message ko. And then…

Siya pa ang pinaka-unang nagreply. Nagulat ako at naluha. Kasi natutuwa ako, kasi baka kahit papano eh okay na kami. Tapos konting kamustahan then its over na ulit. Pero the fact na nagreply siya sakin at tinawag ulit akong “nay” with smiling face 🙂 pa is heavenly. Para akong nabunutan ng tinik sa dibdib. At sobrang saya ko.

Thanks God~!

Share langsss 🙂


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Reaction Paper: OPM Industry

And once again, we were asked to write a reaction paper about OPM Industry.


K-Pop. J-Pop. US/UK Hits.

Those music are what, we most of the time hear on the radio, TVs, even in our own mp3s/Ipods or mobile phones. But where’s OPM? Well, we can hear a few, 2-3 OPM can be heard then back to foreign again. We can’t deny it; we Filipinos, especially the younger generations are very hooked and hyped on foreign artists and music. Foreign artists concerts everywhere, every month, as if they are in their own land. And we spend hundreds or thousands of pesos in buying their expensive concert tickets, albums and sometimes their merchandise. We are undeniably captivated by their music.

Then why not OPM? OPM that has the more right to be supported by us, their fellow Filipinos and the OPM that we should patronize than those you-can’t-understand-the-lyrics music.

Many of today’s generation don’t know the meaning of OPM. Well, OPM stands for Original Pinoy Music which means Philippine pop songs, particularly ballads, such as those popular after the collapse of its predecessor, the Manila Sound, in the late 1970s, up until the present, according to Wikipedia.

OPM before is more popular than now. Younger generation chooses to prefer the foreign music because they want to be in or cool, they are greatly influenced by the internet, and they thought that some songs are too “corny” for them.


OPM before as my parents and some elders described it, is more meaningful and calm. And when they tuned-in in to the radio, the songs that are being played often are more of OPM than foreign music. The support also of the fans is really there. They used to buy cassette tapes to support their favorites.


OPM now, as they described it, is louder, liberated, sometimes double-meaning and most of the time, misunderstood. Well, I think, as time goes by, music changes. We can say that even though foreign artists are everywhere, OPM is still there and still catching up.

I know how hard it is to compete with foreign artists. How they still choose to produced albums even though piracy is all around. I like how the people in the music industry are very optimistic about the OPM being revived. Having music festivals every now and then can help to promote OPM.

For me, OPM is not the idea of being in the mainstream media. As long as the Filipinos still make music, there will always be OPM. OPM isn’t dead!





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1. A man won’t let go if he really loves you.

Do not hold on to someone who has let go of you. He does not love you and does not value having you. Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you. There is another reason he is not willing to tell.

2. Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship.

There is only one reason why he ended your relationship. He just does not love you. Do not waste your time thinking of reasons or what you should have done.Move on and be open to a man who will truly love you.

3. Do not get hung up on your past.

Do not nag or distrust your current boyfriend just because your ex hurt you. Do not treat him or the relationship the same way. Do not compare. He will not react the same way as your ex. Do not be worried that your simple mistakes will cause him to look for another girl. What happened with your ex was not your fault. It was not because you didn’t guard him enough or you didn’t make him happy enough.

4. Do not look into images.

How many times have you met a girl who didn’t have the best image in school or at the office, but you get to know the girl and found out she was actually extremely nice? Do not rely on images. Oftentimes, it is far from reality. Do not fear men just because your “supposedly” perfect ex-boyfriend mistreated you.

5. Always have your own set of rules.

Set your limits on how far you’d go for a guy. It’s perfectly okay to give and do everything as long as it’s worth it. And it’s worth it if the guy is treating you right.

6. Do not be scared to lose him.

Don’t be scared that he’ll break up with you. Once you are afraid of losing him, you easily can be taken advantage. Be strong and if something is unacceptable, do not accept it and speak up.

7. Avoid calling your guy.

It’s a guy thing. The relationship will definitely be better if it’s the guy who’s calling, not the girl. He will get tired of you if you keep on calling. He will lose interest and challenge. More so, he will get annoyed. But it’s a girl thing also that your fingers get too itchy until you dial his number. But avoid as much as possible. Call only if really needed (like checking if your suspicions are reasonable).

8. There is a guy who will value you.

There is a guy out there who can make you feel valued, appreciated, and loved. And I mean, not just during your first few weeks together. So don’t lose hope. Don’t settle for a lesbian if you are not attracted to women. There is a man out there who can love you like a girl can.

Also, do not believe him when he says it’s just the way he really is. He’s not the sweet or expressive-type. Remember during your first few weeks together? Where has that sweet guy gone? He simply is not that into you anymore.

9. Always be the only one, no matter what.

Do not ever fall for a guy who has another girl, be it his wife, girlfriend, or any girl that he says he just can’t get rid of for whatever reason. If you truly believe that he loves you and for some reason, he can’t leave or let go of another girl, then you are no different from any ordinary mistress.

10. He must respect you.

No matter how long the relationship has been, he should always show respect towards you.

11. If he fooled you, end it.

Philandering once is enough. You can never trust nor respect the person again.

12. Never start a relationship the wrong way.

Do not steal another girl’s man, for whatever reason. Nor should you enter a relationship for the wrong reasons (loneliness, on the rebound, getting back at your ex, man-dependency, etc.) it is bound not to last. You will only end up wasting more years of your life.

13. Do not force yourself into a relationship.

Do not get into a relationship just because your friends are getting impatient with your dating escapades and the one hasn’t come yet. Do not choose who to say yes to based on superficial things like money, looks, cars, etc.. If you are even thinking of these things, you have not fallen in love yet.

14. Do not settle.

If you are not happy anymore with your relationship, break up instantly. He will not stay with you forever no matter how upright he might seem to be. Eventually, he will also want love and happiness in his life.

15. A relationship has to have love.

Love is the only thing that will push you to give your efforts into making the relationship work. And believe me, keeping a relationship requires genuine efforts of both parties.

16. Don’t be afraid to be single.

It’s fun to be single, try it. You can go out whenever and wherever you want. You are free. You can date whomever you want and you get to go out for free! Do not get a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. Do not settle.

17. Be a good girl.

Be a good girl to attract a good guy. Enter the relationship with sincere intentions. Take the guy and the relationship seriously with the plan of spending the rest of your life with that person (of course, this is after you had your bit of fun in your younger years). If you compare your flings from your real relationships, you will know that the latter makes you happier and more fulfilled.

18. Love without limits.

Whether you loved and gave everything or loved but held out for some things, if the relationship ends, you’ll still get hurt. But if you gave your everything, you were happy and you could say that it was worth it. If you didn’t give your all, you get hurt for nothing.

19. You will get over him.

Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends and you are free to love another.

20. Be the one.

Act like you are the one. Don’t be a nagger. Don’t hinder his gimmicks. Don’t give in to him too easily. Make him treat you as important. Don’t be easy. Don’t be like every other girl he had in his life.


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1. “Ang mag-assume, TALO (kahit 2% pa yan).”

2. “Kung ayaw may DAHILAN, kung gusto may PARAAN.”

3. “Wag masyado magpadala sa text.”

4. “BACK OFF (as in back off) sa mga IN A RELATIONSHIP, kahit saan anggulo mo tingnan, ikaw pa rin ang mali.”

5. “Never borrow someone else’s man/girl. If he/she cheated with you, he’ll/she’ll cheat on you.”

6. “Hayaan mo siyang gawin yung gusto niyang gawin. Buhay niya yun, hindi mo maco-control. As long as alam niya yung limitations niya.”

7. “Take it slow. Steady lang.”

8. “Maniwala sa IT’S COMPLICATED na status. Hindi lang chenes yan.”

9. “Learn to LET GO kung alam mong wala na talaga.”

10. “Keep your DIGNITY.”

11. “If a man/woman wants you, nothing can keep him/her away. If he/she doesn’t want you, nothing can make him/her stay.”

12. “Wag magselos sa siblings and relatives ng boyfriend/girlfirend mo.”

13. “Ang QT (quality time), at least 5 hours lang per week.”

14. “Don’t revolve your life around him/her. Learn to be independent.”

15. “Hindi dahilan ang TIME.”

16. “Kung ayaw sayo ng kapatid, hayaan mo siya. Wala siyang magagawa kung mahal ka talaga niya.”

17. “Wag magpakilala sa parents agad. It can affect your relationship.”

18. “Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Kadalasan tama ito mga girls.”

19. “Be nice to your EX. Wag maging BITTER.”

20. “If a relationship ends because the man/woman was not treating you as you deserve, then heck no, you can’t “be friends”. A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend. At some case this is applicable.”

21. “Wag magpadala sa SITUATION. Baka overwhelmed ka lang.”

22. “Stop making excuses for a man/woman and his/her behavior. Paminsan-minsan take off your helmet.”

23. “When you meet anyone, remember it’s a holy encounter. As you treat them you will treat yourself. As you think of them, you think of yourself. Never forget this, for in them you will find yourself or lose yourself.”

24. “Hindi balakid kung magkaiba ang RELIGION niyong dalawa.”

25. “Kung kayang i-workout, i-WORKOUT!” Kalokohan ang reason na “IT’S NOT YOU, IT’S ME.”

26. “All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending… compromise is a two way street.”

27. “Learn to forgive para magkaroon ka ng peace of mind.”

28. “Some can forgive but can’t forget.”

29. “If something bothers you, speak up! Mahirap kapag nagpapakiramdaman lang kayo.”

30. “OPEN COMMUNICATION, TRUST AND HONESTY are the most important ingredients in a relationship.”

31. “You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship pag hindi kasi, it can affect or even ruin your relationship.”

32. “Okay lang na magselos, basta yung pakilig lang.”

33. “Always have your own set of friends separate from his/her para may iba kang channels that is without him/her.”

34. “Make him/her miss you sometimes. when a man/woman always know where you are, and you’re always readily available to him/her, he/she takes it for granted.”

35. “Always make time for your family and friends.”

36. “You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. look for someone complimentary. not supplementary.”

37. “Always make time for yourself.”

38. “Wala yun sa tagal ng relationship. nasa pagmamahal.”

39. “There’s NO SUCH THING as MR. RIGHT or MS. RIGHT. It’s how you mold him/her to become rightfully for you.”

40. “There’s NO SUCH THING as COOL OFF/GRAY AREA. Kung white, white! Kung black, black! Walang GRAY AREA.”

41. “Always think a number of times before deciding on to something important.”

42.”There’s a possibility that a person can get attracted to another. It’s human nature. It’s not wrong. But that is why you’re in a commitment, you discipline yourself. One may get attracted to numerous prospects and it’s okay. As long as, you don’t nurse the feeling and do something about it. Borderline between cheating and faithfulness. Recognize reality that you already have the person that can give you more than what you get for the cheap thrill of attraction.”

43. “You need to let go of the past to have a future.”

44. “Do not take anyone for granted.”

45. “If what you see by the eye doesn’t please you, then close your eyes and see from the heart. Because the heart can see beauty and love more than the eyes can ever wonder.”

46. “If you felt it, then it was true. Getting hurt doesn’t always mean you suffered, it also means you loved sincerely. Don’t frown because it’s over. SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED.”

47. “KARMA (whatever you do) will find its way.”

48. “Everything will fall into place.”


— Wala akong lovelife pero sa tingin ko, tama naman ang mga ito 🙂


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